It’s been a while since I last posted. A few things have happened. Unfortunately, not such great news for me. My financial situation isn’t exactly the greatest right now and it’s obvious, to me at least, that it is affecting my health. The money I was counting on each month to help me out, although small, has ended. I’m very disappointed by the decision but this puts me in a very desperate situation of looking for money to pay for what little and simple bills I have. I have no idea of how I am going to find the money to pay for this other than looking for a part time job (yes, I have been looking but no luck so far). It’s not been easy and the only thing left I can do is pray. Next month my text books are going to cost me more than I thought so that puts another strain on things.
I haven’t been working out at all since I fell down the stairs in December and I have noticed a definite increase in weight. This is making me very depressed because I know how hard I had worked to get to where I was. It was not an easy journey. To be honest, I’ve noticed that I have been more unhappy ever since I moved back to my parents place. I know this is significant in more ways than one. I am hoping, praying that I will be able to get a job, a GOOD job too so I can move out eventually. While I do appreciate the support I am getting from my parents and family, I need to remind myself that this is only temporary. If only for my sanity’s sake. I apologize if I seem out of it. But, it’s what I am feeling these days. Stressed, depressed and unhappy.
